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Sunday, November 29, 2009

after a week.....

bac to kl after a week......
though is kinda bore sometimes....
but i manage to find some entertainment to make my self more feel good..
one bad thing bac to home is .....
I ATE A LOT....is terrible a lot.....
jus cant stop eat eat eat eat...
looks lke long time no eat .....haiz..
well.....tis wat did on tis whole week...
fisrt bac to Inti to meet up my frenz....Enni, Sexy, Jia Xian and more....
i have supper with them in nilai and we also go to Ice Room...
the Ice i ate is kinda some thing like i have in Labuan so called Mom Snow House...
the ice really cool....and even inside the shop..is terrible cold...
quite happy to meet them up but too bad for me to eet up my ex course mate cos they also having semester break now....aikzz...no worries sure can meet in future...

next i did was got 2 cut my hair and i feel so good......i prefer the hair style now more then previous want......hahahah...

on wed suppose to meet up my fren but i did not cos i have some home stuff needa do....sry guys....ffk u alll....kekeke... but dat day it self i got a bad news from my fren is dat my best buddy Nicholas's Grandpa pass away on dat day......too sad to no about dat...

so on Thursday,....serious a terrible horrible day for me.....actually is still ok la....jus hlp my dad on transporting the good to the clients...... totally sit inside the lorry for 9 hours.......and many places been.... Klang, Shah Alam, Sungi Pelek, Bangsar, Segambut and then bac to my dad's office...... totally mileage ben is 350 plus....same to almost use a full tank of petrol of the lorry.....gosh....dat day really makes me crazy man.....after dat.....at nite i went to attend Nic's gand funeral and reach home around 11pm.....really a tire day for me ....

till fri....meet up my good fren Karen....cos she bac from sydney and lso meet up with Kelly.....dat day also makes me crazy about it.....we early in the morning plan to go Pavilion for our movie...dat is New Moon.... the movie overall is stil ok but stil not as bad as wat my fren say....is ok for me ....after watch movie...v go snap phot at every corner of the pavilion and after dat.....karen plan want to but a cooler pad cos she complain that her cooler is noisy and wnated to buy a new cooler.....so we went to low yat plaza........at last v got ntg......cos she decide to buy t when the Pc fair to buy...cos got more choices for her...iekek......after dat..plan to go times square and walk again.....tis time...is karen bought a new shoe from Dodo.....i heard from her dat tis shop contain all the stock from taiwan..and ppl also from dat......as i reach there seriously...i can noe their Chinese slang ....really from there.....so she bought a pair of high heels.....and suitable to her....after dat then finally they decide to go bac.....tis de other i got crazy......tis time is not sit....is walk....frst time shop tilll so many places.......gosh.....

\and yest...due to tire after dat particular 2 day...i mad ad.....slept until quite late and wake up around 9 something.....then sudden my mom suggest me and to my sis whether to have Keeny rogers or bak ku teh as our diner instead....me and sis say yes to kenny rogers.....cos is quite a long time din have it with family...if not mistaken....last kenny rogers with family is when 12 years ago bah....having in Subang parade.....so we decide to have it at MId Valley......then went 2 Carefour to buy some stuff to keep up stock for home.....then went bac to home lolzzz

now is the second week of my holiday...stil haven decide wat to do...but mayb will help dad again....
and wish all my fren have a nice and wonderful holiday lolzzz

Sunday, November 22, 2009

HOme sweet hommmeeeee

my bed..........
my doggie......
i bac lolzzzzzzzz
home sweet home......

is time to plan wat to do and need to do....
first of all find part time jobs.....
second...meet frenzzz...
third ....sleep more....wakakkaa

so gtg now....
meet u all soon....

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

cant wait....

really cant wait to go bac home ad....
all fren are bac....
i stil need to stay here cos my last paper fall on the last day of this semester's finalz...
really no mood la.....
jus cant study in....
keep on watch movie and facebook-ing....
gosh....
cant wait to go bac home
i wan go home now le....

cant wait to go and meet u guys now.......


Sunday, November 15, 2009

6 more days left......pray hard for her..

as yest i shock when she blackout in her fren room..
then her parents ask her go hosp to check up
but lucky she told me dat doctor say is not a big and serious prob to her..
hope everything can nice and good for...
as wat i promise u yest..
i pray hard to u tot .........

6 more dayz left...
i can leave here for my coming sem break....
serious tis week....
average jus onli sleep about 4 hours per day....
i really feel of tiring and wanna rest....but then cant...i cant fall down dat easily....
i know i need to over come it....
now at library again.....
study and prepare for my last paper for this sem's final paper....
MARKETING ..... i do not have any basic on it...
i just can say i will try my best to study well and get good result for tis subject...

good luck to all my fren.....
HE 20 for tml's paper finance....
SSIL' student for E-commerce and multimedia....
HE 21 for coming friday's final paper marketing...
last but not least.....
happie holiday for those just finsh their exam and study rushing bac to home....
hope we can hang out during tis semester break.....

enjoy my frenz.....happy holiday

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Sorry

first of all i need to say sry for my recent attitude...
i jus damn freaky down....
many things hapen to me in a week time..
i scare i cant over come it...
really cant digest it....

i quite suffer from act like ntg in front all of u...
i jus sry for wat i say and wat i did to u all...
i noe i did quite wrong to u all....
i need time to de-stress myself....
hope everything really can end i asap
i jus wan to go home and and stay in my room...
sleep and rest...
i really tire le..
i need rest...

btw.. a late wish to all my fren who is having their final at tis particular important month..
good luck...
and sorry for my attitude....

SORRY everyone.

Friday, November 6, 2009

RIP

my fren Kah Yung...
hope u stay well at heaven...
hope our holy father will take care about u....

i heard a news from adeline that a fren of ours pass away this morning due to a serious accident...
i ttally stunned...
as wat i stunned is a fren been far away frm us now....
jus i cant accept the news....jus cant....
but wat i can do.....
jus do ntg...
as wat i noe he sure dun wna us feel sad for him....wan us happie de....
al my inti fren kinda depressed on wat happen to our fren....

jus wat i can say.....we need cheer each other up......we must oveer come it....


R.I.P my fren....
we will miss u much....

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

it time now...

wih luck to everyone and good luck in their final.....
although is quite late to wish but then now i jus have the time to blog...
it been centuries of not update my blog....
many things had happen aroun dme....happy sad....even bad also .....
jus wish everyone can do well in their final as so do i....

sudden miss much my grandma....
i will think twice that u have said to me.....i will take care and do anything also think twice b4 doing any decision and things i do......
i remeber dat now and 4ever...

k....update u all soon.... take care my frenzzz....
ciaoz

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

time pass so fast..

yeah...almost going 3 weeks of not blogging...jus bz on assignment and test.....
i quite enjoy tis few weeks....cos of noeing more new frenz which i nvr feel dat happy b4 at here......although cant compare to inti...but then i jus miss those dayz.......i miss u al my inti fren....
final is comin soon..... maths i s my first paper and ok....i not really prepare well and i need to get hard work more for not giving disappointment to my parents and all my fren and U........

k gtg cont study...
will update wat i done tis few weeks...... after nex monday..

Friday, October 9, 2009

freeee....


finally free to blog back....
actually also not tat free just today don't have any class and now staying in library.....
2 weeks..... i also busy these two weeks... pesta konvo.....mooncake festival and rushing assignment....

first the pesta konvo...
we in charge of the English booth.....it been plan for weeks...
and they all did a good job.....although is not much of people comin to our konvo...but then...i know quite a number new friend.....at last we enjoy ourself much.....

nex mooncake festival...
well is sad tat i cant celebrate with my family tis year......and aslo the first time celebrate outside...
first...i follow my course-mate for the BBQ at the seaside.....is quite fun and nice and also first time BBQ at seaside..... although is dark...but then is nice to have it...wish to have it second chance......after bbq...then back to uni and start find some fren and play lantern near the beta house...... jus enjoy much.......v play until 1 something onli bac to room.....jus crazy enuf lo.....

and lastly....
assignment-ing........first time rush for 4 assignment in two dayz......in conclusion is in sleep for two dayz......walau....do until crazy.......but then that is the consequences of last minute do work.....kekeke

well is time for me start study for final llzzz....
btw wan tell all my form 6 fren....there will going be a good news for u all.....



Wednesday, October 7, 2009

good luck

long time no post.....quite bz actually....
but now....important is wish my sis luck in here PMR.....

jia you o...ganbatte......good luck in your PMR.....

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

My Latest New Gadget


new de lolzzzz

Feel Happy........

this few weeks......i really tot i in bad mood and stress on marketing assignment...... seems Raya Holiday is nothing to me actually just even less time to sleep.... cause final is coming soon and datelines for handing assignment also is closer and closer.....i can't say much of complain ... all is my own problem.....DO LAST MINUTE WORK.....thats my style lolzz..... and needed to change immediately if i want to score a better marks..... and also saying in previous post... i have skype with my friend and my family........ feel so happy to see them ....and also need to thank my best dad of sign a broadband for me to use at here.....kekek.,..... love u paps.....

well yesterday school reopens and there is a hotlink counter for the youth club plan ...... and there is a lucky draw.....first prize is Sony Play Station 3 with 160 GB of memory and 2 Sony PSP and 3 old model of Ipod Shuffle.
At first i din have the intend to play because is very impossible to win it....so i did not think much about it.......... but after a while dai lou...a friend of here asking me to play as a part and just ned to buy a number with reload of RM 50 ....well....i think of nothing of loss if lucky then i won the price la.....if not lucky then just thinking of extra phone number and can call my maxis friend with low rates.....hahaha.....or even can sell the balance to people also........so i go join with them cause they say not much of people joining it..... there is a high chance of winning the grand prize....ahahaha.....

until around 4 something the person in charge came over to me and congratz me of winning a prize from there which i stunt there for a moment.....really can't believe myself........ i just won a SONY PSP....with RM 50 only...
just can't imagine about it.....feel so happy because really did not imagine i won the prize so easily........ just can't imagine.....well....after sign the agreement of collect the prize....then they take a photo on it....... but too sad i 4get to ask from them.....hope i can have 1 too...hahaha...
and yeah.......4get to tell parents about the thing also.......don't know how they think about it...????

hahaha....just feel yesterday is the most lucky day i ever had lol..........
soon will post the photo of my psp here to u all..,...

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Skype with parents.....

my mom at the bac...and my sis


Fell so happy after seeing them from skype ....miss them much........
i will take care myself and promise u not to play internet so much.....
suddenly feel of family give me a lot of support whenever i want to do...
although i sometimes know that i pretty naughty la....keke....but i know i doing....
just miss u all much.... can't wait to go back home now.....

Saturday, September 26, 2009

skype with Karen




after chating with a long long time fren.........well can say not long la....jus few years la.... kinda miss her much.....
Now she studying at UNSW.......
feel so happy that she is enjoying her life over there.........
and she change a lot.....slim....mature....haha.....i think when she see tis post sure happy lots.....

lastly hope she can found hers and good lucks in her studies.......
Jia You my friend....

Sunday, September 20, 2009

習慣

a post from my mail....



習慣,就是時間累積而來的一種動作。

早上,我總是走進7-eleven。

走了走,東選西選,還是選回了每天吃的三明治。





進到辦公室坐下後,總是開了機收信,然後放歌,

看了看,上選下選,還是聽起了那首最愛聽的。





開始寫程式前,總是洗了洗杯子走近飲水機,

看著瓶瓶罐罐,最後還是拿了一包就走。





人生總有很多的選擇。

每天要面對的選擇,很多。


吃什麼,做什麼,玩什麼,看什麼....


雖然你每天都在做選擇。




不過,總是...總是...

會選回你每次選的那個。


因為習慣。





習慣,是時間累積而來的一種動作。




情人間常說:「我對你不再有愛,都變成了習慣了。」

其實,習慣並沒有什麼不好。


它讓你自然的去做。


自然的去想他,自然的去愛他。




當你已經不覺得自己在付出時,

也許你覺得,你己開始習慣,有他陪伴在你的生命中,


那才是真的愛。


有什麼不好?



我一直認為

很多事情開始要一個人獨自去做時


就失去它的意義:




習慣了兩個人一起吃飯
習慣了兩個人一起看書
習慣了兩個人一起工作
習慣了兩個人一起散步
習慣了兩個人一起回家
習慣了兩個人一起聊天
習慣了兩個人一起商量事情
習慣了兩個人一起發呆
習慣了兩個人一起喝咖啡
習慣了兩個人一起..........




開始一個人

很多快樂都不再了...




請珍惜你身邊所有

把握任何一個美麗的機會


失去了就不再了...




現在請你回想一下

你習慣的那個人,是不是讓你感覺很熟悉,就像家人一樣?


這種感覺,不是那麼容易就可以擁有的,應該好好的珍惜。




也許有天你失去了,才會明白這個人,在你的心理是佔了很大的位置。

好緣份是很神奇的東西,它只送給用心去經營的人。




最近你是否不再那麼用心,去關心或態度冷淡了嗎???

趕快去抓住你那個熟悉的人吧,必竟你們曾經走過那一段,不是嗎?





Saturday, September 19, 2009

想念你。

在三年前的今天,八月初一
我还是一个中五学生,
这一天可以对我来说是很重要的日子,
也是这一天我失去了一个很疼我的亲属,
她是我的婆婆。

我现在回想起以前我小时侯在怡保,
被她照顾,我要什么她都会给我。

到了我上小学开始,
她的病也开始恶化了,
那时,她时常进出医院。
我很担心。

到了中学开始,
她给我人生中的第一个手提电话,
虽然我没有用它,但我觉得我很幸福了。
还有当我不够零钱时,她都会给我。

到她知道我要去当兵的时候,
她一而再,再而三的要我小心,要学会照顾自己。
我那时侯还很大声说‘那个是明年的事情,到时候再说吧。’
但...........

三年前的今天,她已离开我们了。
她也没看到我中学毕业,
也没有在我去当兵前的劝告,
就不在了。

在她临走前,我所对她的承若。
我现在还一一记得而后悔着。
这也是我永远的痛。

你和我的过去,
我会永远记在心里。

希望你在那儿过得很好。
我想念你。


Friday, September 18, 2009

dunno what to do now....

Thanks for calling and email to me .....
i really happy but i feeling better now....
now we don't have any problem....
but then just like last time.....
everything is fine le....
no worries....
i will take care myself...

just feel so boring.....
everyone seems nothing to do but then all of us also know that we got out own assignment ned to rush and hand in when uni reopen.....so last minute work again gua.....kekeke....

all our cafe stall close.....ntg to eat during night time...... lucky got prepare some pasta and campbell soup for my dinner....raya week...i think i still can survive over it.....keke.....

there is a problem now..... shortage of 'income' to use.....i know i spend a lot during last sem break......now no idea lo.......go KK there play also need to think b4 going with them.......

well hope everything will fine and......once i back to home will tell u whole story....

Tuesday, September 15, 2009

痞子英雄电视原声带 from color乐团-无赖正义

双手紧握拳头张开又留下什黱
敲响命运的钟谁能带走伤痛
活在被拉扯的时空

伤痕就这黱多所以又代表什黱
等待适合的风带我飞越尽头
曾经脆弱独自承受伤痛

曾经爱过以后心痛放手
人总要学会软弱
曾经活著痛著你也能轻松看透

我用我的无赖遮掩谎言从前我太好骗
荒唐剧情随时都会上演
你用你的正义对抗可怜善变虚伪的世界
最后被我撕裂

曾经爱过以后心痛放手
人总要学会软弱
曾经活著痛著你也能轻松看透

我用我的无赖遮掩谎言从前我太好骗
荒唐剧情随时都会上演
你用你的正义对抗可怜善变虚伪的世界
最后被我撕裂

无赖战胜了一切胡说好几遍
(我用无赖对抗所有欺骗)
正义败给了邪恶世界多危险
(我用正义战胜邪恶意念)
如果生命真的有极限(没有极限)
我会冲破所有的界限(没有界限)
毁灭

你用你的正义对抗这可怜虚伪善变破碎的夜
狼狈崩溃颓废天黑最后被我撕裂

Sunday, September 13, 2009

jz bac...

finally.....i bac and many ppl hav tell me something...
i noe wat u all wan me to do......
i noe....wat i need to do....juz matter of i wan anot......
no idea now.......i drunk at there which i din really tot i will get drunk so easily ....
mayb also cos of tireness gua and few dayz of din sleep well....particularly...i quite enjoy meet u all....
have nice dinner wth u all......i happy really happy.......but stil ......ermm....noe la....
and she is the one who sending me to there today........i really hav no idea....
jus i hav make a bet to her......if she din cry then i will not bac to there again....cos i noe she wont cry anymore.....for sure i win de bet.......
but at last how i also dunno de answer......jus hope i really can get tis bet win.......
dunno why kinda feeling dun hav.......
i noe she dun wan....
but stil wan give me cos of apologies gua.....no idea lolz.....

and happy to meet u al bac ...sure meet u all again in future.....but not at there anymore.....

Tuesday, September 8, 2009

restless day...

few dayz ald ....sleepless nite.....
really bz til rush assignment til crazy
assignment drives me crazy till krazy..
jus tire of it....
damn tire....
plan to cancel all my trip tis weekend...
but i jus promise her so since b4 i left....
jus kinda miss her much...
dunno why...without her...things are not dat smooth as b4....
jus every time also facing same prob...
i jus cant over come it....
i really tire of it......
fainted soon.....
who will stil support me???
without her i been mess ald...
jus too miss her...

another 45 minutes is 09.09.09...
de day which i hav plan on it....
but then it change....
did prepare well ....
should i stil cont give it to her????
no idea and no comement...
one thing in my mind.....
jus miss u much...more then b4....much then last time...

Friday, September 4, 2009

忍耐

什么是忍耐?
忍耐是什么?
忍耐可以让一个人付出他的所有去爱一个人。
我忍,是因为我爱你。
我忍,是因为你对我坦白。
我忍,是因为你的一切一切,我都原谅你。
我忍,是因为我真的放不下你。
我忍,是因为是我的错。
所以我会忍,而只有你,我才会忍了又在忍。
我就只不会对你生气。


Thursday, September 3, 2009

jus kinda cant........

jus kinda feeling......

while studying and preparing her present......

kinda feel of i really cant put her down but even love her more...

dunno why.....jus kinda lonely feelings here.......

i wish to have her bside me now and acc me study o do anything....

jus cant put down.....

jus cant....

jus...

i not wish to happen it to me.....





emoing again....haiz.....

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

new month......

welll...is time to start a new life now.....
last month really a bad month for me.....it happen same thing to all my surrounding fren and also happen to me......well i really din expect dat end so fast....which really don wish too....

...nw bz on maths and assignments s getting much and much.......mid term also jus around the corner...thx for everybody care and wish.....really thx a lot of acc me when i down and moody......needed say sorry for everything and if i done anything wrong to u all......

well tot is end but nex week is her birthday.....plan will stil go on....ppl r scolding me for dun do those thing dat will not gain any result in the end.........but wat i can say is will not easily give up de....present stil on the process ....hope i manage to rush it on b4 de day lolzz......i really hope she will like it when se saw it......

k now needa go study for exam soon.....jia you lolz.....but tiring also ....jus sleep on 4 something...haiz...hope tonite can get sleep early la.....

ciaoz...

k my family....fren....and u...

Monday, August 31, 2009

蔡依林 非卖品

当时怎么爱上你的
朋友说的我微笑听着
爱情的剧本原来就没规则
现在变不重要了
结局已揭晓了
后来当朋友
你我也只是顺手
殉难着好演员的我
说不遗憾是骗人的
那些爱与不爱
还在颤栗
我明白的只是谁来导演呢
勇敢是你教的
眼泪是我的快乐都假的
我想找个答案
如果爱被出卖
到最后非卖品有什么剩下
太好强又太傻
受了伤当残币留下
保重的坚强
笑得那么自然
悲伤也放进橱窗
爱没有答案
再倔强再不分
到最后被看穿
一个人逞强
说不恨是骗人
我不再隐瞒爱的伤痕
不想转过身
不必回头地承认
非卖品是爱最美的灵魂

Sunday, August 30, 2009

tiring...yet worth it..

almost everyday since i bac from kl....i been sleepless nite......
say the truth to u all.....i really tire ...tire till in class also dunno wat i do.....got exam = dunno do....haiz....
i think most of u noe wat happen last week to me.....jus no idea bout it la......i jus needed another chance ....i hope tml really i can get it.....
k now.....bz on assignment and hw and mid term test....stil got management's journal....no idea on how to do now.....haiz......tml is merdeka....should have holiday yet havin class in de morning....haiz....no idea lo......

today i feel lke doing ntg...jus bz preparing birthday present for her which will going to arrive in to weeks time.....i hope tis can prove to her bout it.....i put all my hope on ti sle.....no matter how tire o exam for tml o wat also....i need to rush finish bout it....and regarding wat is de present.....then is secret la.....but think some of u all noe wat i preparing it at.....hope keep de secret......

so now in podium... using broadband yet stil ok la...speed ok la....but at nite.....haiz...msn keep on dcdcdcdcdcdcdc onli till ppl ask me why sign in and out.....haiz...no idea lolzzz

k now needa go do eng hw l....tml needed to be hand in b4 5....

gotta go......miss u al and my family....




i jus need a chance..
jus a chance....

Saturday, August 29, 2009

jus pray hard for him...


ntg much to say.....

jus praying hard to my dad now...hope he can recover from big flu...

lucky is not H1N1...

but still needa take care ya...

after i bac here since last week....

my sis fall sick......

then now my dad....

to bad i cant acc them now...

i will try my best to get well in study...

jus....

take care my family.....

miss u all much.....



my sisters and my aunt....


my dad and mom..

Friday, August 28, 2009

sleepless nite for 2 dayzzzz

at last v finally chat on msn and discuss bout it.....
yes i feeel sorry and been not a responsible towards u....
mayb i hav start with a wrong step for u....
jus no idea....while i jus needed a second chance for me to prove for u......

fine i dun wan say much.......jus hav been make me for sleepless nite for 2 dayzzz...
yesterday and today...
wat is the time now.....4 something ald....haiz....no idea lolzz.....jus cant sleep mayb bcos of the stuff bah....i really try my best to have it bac....jus a chance onli....

well....act i quite bac late to room from podium and i been podium for hole day and doing ntg at there....surfing..ppstreaming....csing....and makaning......no idea ....many ppl ask me dun be like dat and sheer up but then i need time guys.....is not easy for me.....cos wat i can say after adeline.....she de second girl i really fall in love le....i have try my best of givin out everything in my life for it........

after bathing and packing is almost 12 something 1 le......means just 4 hours ago lolz....
suddenly think of last time in inti i also almost de same thing i did ...haha...but then there i stil can sleep....while now i cant sleep.......
wat i can say is....today need hand in my final essay map at 5 pm...while i now stil haven start a word yet...no idea nw..... pointless for me nw...cant think much.....
after essay math i need do my maths work......then marketing assignment ..thinking of selling a product o services to hole world....i am de leader of the group....but then i nw hav no idea for it...jus stressing me much......nex week got test for management......yet i stil haven study........but then i jus bzing on making stars for her as a present......jus i hav no idea....i think i will crazy bout it.........
all my fren here are noe i not dat happy and down....so dat hav much helping me do my work.....i really thx them lolzz......no worrie is jus need time to over come it and solve the prob.....thx everyone.....i try be bac fast as normal me de

wat i can say nw is ....i miss u and i love u much.....jus another chance for me plzzzz

Thursday, August 27, 2009

jus a chance...

wat i want jus a chance to let me prove to u....

jus a chance....i jus need a chance...
tis chance...
jus a chance....

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

..................

i cant think of wat title for tis post.......
jus i feel loss nw......
jus loss......
i dun wan to happen on me....
but reality change me again.....
let me think more mature.....
and i found dat... doing everything for relationship o studies with hard work will gain ntg in last.
it will get an unexpected and unwanted result in the end....
should i change bac to de last time of me......the lazy kok hooi .....
thinking much nw.......
i been convince myself not to do dat......jus why cant i do it.....
when ppl facing the prob like me nw...i convince them to go a head....but why cant i??

finding solution to solve tis prob.....if really cant at last...then dats is our final status...
but then wat i have promise u.....i will do it when i bac during nov......jus.....

wat i can tel u is....i really cant put u down.....mayb i jus put too much of love to u till cant pull away....

jus wan to say...

i love u as more then last time..
i miss u as want to hug u nw..


yet reality makes me bcum a irresponsible bf to u...
sincere with sorry to u........


Tuesday, August 25, 2009

我不配 周杰伦

这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
这街上太拥挤
太多人有秘密
玻璃上有雾气在被隐藏起过去
你脸上的情绪
在还原那场雨
这巷弄太过弯曲走不回故事里
这日子不再绿
又斑驳了几句
剩下搬空回忆的我在大房子里
电影院的座椅
隔遥远的距离
感情没有对手戏你跟自己下棋
还来不及
仔仔细细
写下你的关于
描述我如何爱你
你却微笑的离我而去
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美
我不配
这感觉已经不对
我努力在挽回
一些些应该体贴
的感觉我没给
你嘟嘴许的愿望
很卑微在妥协
是我忽略你不过要人陪
这感觉已经不对
我最后才了解
一页页不忍翻阅
的情节你好累
你默背为我掉过几次泪多憔悴
而我心碎你受罪你的美

我不配

final

i respect de decision u wan...
jus i hav no idea....
i think i really neeed time recover up bac to normal...
is going to be tough for me..
i jus dun wan make it happen....
i been try my best to make it the best
yet stil not de best....
jus tel me wat u want......

anything.......

i jus do it as long as u lke...

Monday, August 24, 2009

...

i need time now....
jus need time......
i noe wt to do....
jus give me some time
i jus need time....tis is wat i really hope for....

jus....

jus dun wan to happen it to me......
i really hope u like de thing......
jus dun end up like dat....


jus i dun wan......

缘份

珍贵的缘份,总是一点一滴集成的。

它包含着无数的记忆、无数的欢笑、无数的泪水及无数的祝福。

珍惜彼此的相识,因为也许今生就只有这么一回噢!!

Sunday, August 23, 2009

the day b4 i leave

Today as usual plan go airport and take plane bac to labuan and sort of sudden think bac bout i leaving b4 i go there study and my inti fren are here to send me ....it quite sad to cant cont study with u la....but reality makes me change ......and all the photo's i jus get from ethan......



my inti gang of fren



post 2
post 3

my parents...

i really have no idea now....jus mis those dayz.......

Friday, August 21, 2009

memories at inti.....

yest morning.....need to fecth my aunt to airport due to she wan go to sabah for holiday....hahaha....
after fecthing her to LCCT....i decide go inti there drive around and c how is the environment....

then......when i reach there....a lot of memories came out from my mind and all is still in my mind.....
hostel...block F is the block i stay.......

dining hall.....the place where v meet each other and some more playing monopoly card....and lotz of thing happen between u and me at there...i try 4 staying there hole nite and din go to sleep.....studiess....games...all also happen at there.....

block E...the place u stay.........tot not a lot of good memories at there but stil remember of calling mcdonald and have it together at there.....and some times wait for u go class together and go for dinner........

my car park at the place jus like last time v art the car and alomost over nite at car there.....stil remember dat cos of save fuel....onli decide not start de engine and also dat nite v hav over supper at KL some more.......

MPH hall......the hall with O-nite memories.....jus feel happy and din regret to join social board and v jus like a happy family.....bz day till everyone no time to study till skip class.....haha.....and dat place u also being security guard to guard te door...haha.....

intimal office.......the place v alwayz meet deric and serene and other excos......and also noe u all alwayz hang over there cos of 30 hour famine stuff....

cafeteria......i think there is everyone will go there and have lunch at dat place......jus wan to eat de food but then....din open...haiz....

sport hall......most memorable is not the orientation nite........is the 30 hour famine stuff.....first time sleeping at sport hall....and also de place dat i decide to go to labuan study.......jus v have our nice nite at there......

academic block....studies lolzzz...class and jus like it the way to study...

bus stop......hmm...is go to the town and do your bank stuff and also sending u go to KTM there.....

bistro.....the last place to meet u all my fren and the nite u make a bottle of star for me b4 i leave....and the bottle i keep it wit me alwayz....even i bac here for holiday also keep it with me....

jus not too much also not too less memories with me in inti........

i jus wana say .....i love u .......

Thursday, August 20, 2009

outing.....

as wat i plan......should hang out with high school fren and adeline.....but at last ppl ffk me....haiz....so go find emelia and adeline go lolzzzz.......
as she stay near my place then i go fetch her at cheras so i jus manage got oher house without mistake then v go pyramid.......haha......45 minutes from my home to cheras then pyramid.....so u all can imagine how fast am i lolzzz...
once v reach there....need to wait another girl is adeline ....once she arrive v decide go BBQ plaza to hav our lunch......
wao.....long time din go liao....hahaha......nie to eat and also took a lot of pic...but then...all pic is with emelia....dunno how to get from her....btw u all can go facebook go c through from there....kekeke.....
after lunch they go for APT to cut their hair as for me go looking for suitable present for my darl.....ca say is my first oficial present for her ba....hope she likes it....
in the end i goo off earlier then them cos they stil haven finsh cutting while i need go fetch my sis.....and reach home around 5 something..........

today tot is not out for long hour...but stil can meet my fren....i miss them much........haha.....jus really look like long time no c....btw i can c dat emelia really change a lotzz.....is a good sign for her......she no more emo then last time.....good keep it up....

and here....i jus really miss u much darl.......worry and scare ......i hav no idea....first time hav tis feeling......jus .........anyway....is good to meet them bac....
i think our nex time meet is when i bac on nov lolzzzz.....





i miss u
i worry bout u..
and hav no idea on me myself now....

do u hav anything wan to say to me???
yet i not a responsible bf....

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

early in the morning....

hey.....morning everyone.....i think tis is the fisrt time i blog so early ba....kekeke.....
sien lolz......jus yest sleep at 11 then tis morning 4 somethinig wake up le...and now dunno wat to do......
hmmmm........act now in my mind stil thinking of which type of my bear bear should i buy for her.....cos today i will going hang out lolzzz.....finally can go shop for jus 3 o 4 hours onli......then after dat still needa b my sis driver...haiz......
i hope i hav a nice day and also for her.......hope she enjoy although noe she bit boring.......
well dats all i can say for now......

go study now.....ciaoz.......


first time study at tis
time......if exam onli like tis je......
am i growing up again???????reality makes me need to grow up again....



miss u darl....
hav a nice day to u
love lolzzz

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

monday 18/07/2009

ok....today i can assume as bz on my own personal stuff.....
early in the morning go permaisuri there change my license....
finally i no need a car withP ald...hahaha.....then go to my dad office
...u noe wat....i go drive my mom big car bac......although i drive b4 but jus....now no need whether got the P anot hahahah....

after dat .....i pack all my comp then prepare go b driver to fetch my sis at CHS.....i miss the days v had at there and play fun enjoy....best life of the moment..... ^^

well then i wait for my dad bac home once i reach bac to home......cos needa bring my lapyop to reformat and go register for the celcom broadband to use it at uni there.....
yeah....is done......but no comp use lol........haiz

well then i jus bac home and take nap cos is quite tire......assume as la....keke.....

now thining of wat to do for today.......no idea and comment......waiting car bac onli i can go out.....gosh....dunno wait till wat time.....sien......

anyway......hav a nice day to all my fren and enjoy every moment dat can cherish your every moment of your life..



jus sorry for cant go to penang
i hav try my best le...
jus i not a good bf ....sry for everything...
but i really missss u much...


Sunday, August 16, 2009

tagg in facebook

If you have been tagged in this, write the names down of 21 people in your life (no repeats), and then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same:

1. Nicholas Yap
2. I-yin
3. Karen Wong
4. Jia Xian
5. Enni Ng
6. Chea Yee
7. Gordan Tok
8. Adeline
9. eu roy
10. mei ee
11. joyce yee
12. cynthia chee
13. ching yin
14. yu sheng
15. tze lin
16. Kevin
17. emelia
18. Richard
19. lauren
20. Charissa
21. charlene

Q. How did you meet 7?
A.cos of waiting chea yee for 50 cent coins...

Q. What would you do if you had never met 15?
A. my watch wont spoil gua.....haha

Q. What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?
A. they duno each other lolzzzz

Q. Have you ever seen 17 cry?
A. no.....i think she s a strong girl

Q. Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?
A. no...she is my gf...and other is my OC.....

Q. Do you want to be 13's friend forever?
A. yeah...of course..

Q. Do you think 11 is attractive?
A. yeah...but she hav bf ald...dun think much lolzz

Q. What's 5’s favorite color?
A. er....no idea...dark colour gua..

Q. When was the last time you talked to 9?
A. long longtime liao lolllll

Q. What language does 8 speak?
A. cantonese,mandarin,english
lorr~~~

Q. Who is 13 going out with?
A. no comment

Q. What grade is 16 in?
A. erm....no idea

Q. Would you ever date 17?
A. wahahaha...no ways...we r friend...

Q. Where does 18 live?
A. er..some where in malaysia lolz...

Q. What is the best thing about 4?
A. my darl....so everything also good la

Q. What would you like to tell 10 right now?
A. she at Perth now wor......

Q. What is the best thing about 20?
A. hm~~one of the clubbing kaki?? :P

Q. Have you ever kissed 2?
A. nolo........

Q. What’s the best memory you have of 5?
A. well,hang ut together lolzz...and de training camp llzz

Q. When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?
A. thinking now...if not sept then will nov

Q. How is 7 different from 6?
A. hahahaha...a boy and a girl

Q. Is 2 pretty?
A. wahaha...look ok onli....pretty not suitable for her

Q. What was your first impression of 15?
A. tallest guy in our school

Q. How did you meet 3?
A. opposite my old house

Q. Is 15 your best friend?
A. er...of cos laaaaaa

Q. Do you hate 12?
A. noo...yin my dictionary dun hav hae tis thing de wor

Q. Have you seen 18 in the last month?
A. yup...jus ngam ngam 1 mont not meet

Q.When was the last time you saw 16?
A. when go MOS gua...

Q. Have you been to 5’s house?
A. nop...

Q. When’s the next time you’ll see 10?
A. when she bac lolz

Q. Are you close to 11?
A. how to say close le??

Q. Have you been to the movies with 4?
A. not yet

Q. Have you gotten in trouble with 8?
A. no...we r best fren le..and old fren lolzzz

Q. What did 12 write on your wall?
A. er...too much lolzzz

Q. Would you give 19 a hug?
A. can de...but y suddenly hug her leh.. hm?

Q. When have you lied to 3?
A. i think so...

Q. Is 11 good at socializing?
A. no...in her mind jus got bf onli

Q. Do you know a secret about 8?
A. erm...a lot lol....she noe my secret i noe her secret...v r best fren 4ever

Q. Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.
A. they dunno each other...

Q. What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?
A. best thing??erm...let me think think...

Q. What’s the worst thing about 6?
A. oh.easy...no idea on it...haha..means no lol

Q. Have you ever had a crush on 12?
A. no..

Q. How long have you known 2?
A. since primary school

Q. Have you ever been in a fight with 13?
A. fight..?! never been fight wif anyone

Q. Does 11 have a bf/gf?
A. yes..

Q. Has 21 met your mother?
A. haha...no la..

Q. How did you meet 11?
A. class mate

Q. Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?
A. need ask her

Q. Do you live close to 7?
A. no.....

Q. What is 8’s favorite food?
A. erm...not sure..but ithink is not spicy food la

Q. What kind of car does 1 have?
A. dun hv..hahaha

Q. Have you traveled anywhere with 9?
A. pangkor.....form 5 trip.

Q. If you gave 14 $100, what would he/she spend it on?
A. erm...not sure leh...cham lor..no idea....

Saturday, August 15, 2009

bac to home

reach KLIA at 10.05a.m...
feel happy dat i bac to semenanjung here....miss home much....miss food...miss sis and cousin...and mis darl also....

i reach home around 12 and start pack and rest and sleep till gao gao....hahhahha...

and my family decide to get another pet......is a little puppy now....but stil haven get name for him....hmmmm....stil tinking now......keekke....

izzit cute?????kekekek cute le...hahaha




act today i can go to genting with my darl to celebrate our first month of together and have around six pieces of ticket from my DJ uncle Jason...keke.......but then sad she cant come over due to some reason....and i jus need to call off my plan and cancel al the booking for the rent apartment..and pass the ticket to my sister fren since they wan to go and watch...haiz....so sad i cant celebrate but then jus manage send a message to her...i noe she wan t me bside her nw....but then ...haiz..

and end up blogging here......
and i getting like my pupy.......kekekkek......





i love u
i miss u
i just miss u till much...

Thursday, August 13, 2009

jus another day to go....

well..tml i will leaving UMS for a short sem break for jus onli 1 week....

1 week..is good i can go bac to home ...cos miss home much and really hav home sick....
and also miss my darl.....i think she sure finding entertaiment for herself due to jus finish her final's for her first sem.....anyway lucks to your result.....jus missing much....

well dat perticular 1 week.....i bz lolz....but stil will on9 24 hours and beter go register for de celcom broadband for ownuse.....haiz....internet here......damn slow and sometimes will lost it..haha.......and my comp need to bring it for format.....its been 4 till 5 years with me....so....izzit time to change a new laptop for me?????can u listen dad......i wan a new laptop......

no idea....jus hope miracle....
okk here the plan for tml....
no class for me...kekeke...so..
morning will go check inwith ryan at dunno wat hotel and stay overnite at there cos of veri early fly and some of them wan go to clubbing...
jus i think i will jus stay at hotel and rest and on9 if there can on9....haha....
afternoon go buy stuff.........then will go rest at hotel and wait the others to finish their class then meet at the hotel....
dinner ...no idea still where...
kekekeke...
it hink dats is the plan....
and now i needa go rush my assignment now.....hand in tml.....try to do now lolzzz....
lucky ald hav idea in mind and later 5 onli hav class......but still tire.....

jus wan to go home and sleep at my own bed and dream and dream......

H1N1 getting worst.....darl tml better wear must when going to airport....i jus dun to happen it to u....must take care o......i also needa wear lolzzz....


KL jus give me another then i be bac......hahaha......kekekeke

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

no idea ...no comment

jus wan to say



NO IDEA& NO COMMENT


jus tire till no idea le.....crazy le....

pop quiz

jua got a pop quiz today......
for business math....
30 minutes do 15 question and need to write downb all the working.....
no idea man.....cos i first time not enuf of time do the math ....
and some more miss 2 question...2 marks gone...haiz..
now need alwayz been prepare for the sudden quiz...

tire and tire....few days not enuf sleep le...
dunno...kind of cant sleep at nite....
jus study...study..and study...but i also dunno wat i study...useless...
now got economics test....
well can say like open book test cos is do it at internet can u can save b4 u submit the answer...so almost everyone will bring the book n find answer...
as for me....
no idea...dun hav anything ....dunno how to do....
haiz...
needa rush assignment now.....
hand in b4 fri......and the company v do is Crosc...
no idea lolzzzz

Monday, August 10, 2009

jus another 4 days more....

few days more i will going bac to kl le...
first time feel so excite bout it.....even last time in inti also dun hav those feel..
mayb seriously miss home lol and her ...
even last time NS also dun hav tis kind of feeling...
jus looking forward to it now...
many things needa prepare to do...and try to give a surprise to darl..
hope everything is on my plan....
hope ntg can broken it....
look forward to it..


i think i start to hav home sick looooo

Saturday, August 8, 2009

sien punya weekend...

since 4 something i bac from a class so called UMS SEJATI (paramedik)
which i until now dunno wat i study.....keke...final exam for tis paper how???...no comment..wait and c...keke

when i reach bac my block....then the lobby's internet connection down....haiz
haiz...haiz..
dunno tis happen how many times ald...
hoel afternoon doing ntg there but watching movie and stil play pokemon.....sound childish rite???

but no choice...no internet for me = no life for me = useless life for me...
cos internet can let me chat with her...(most important for me..kekek)
and can facebook-ing lolz....play restaurant city....ffs...fish a fish...not least can blogging here...

now how can i blog now...through megalab...the name sound macam macam geng but the comp...sucks till no comment...
veri veri veri basic till i hav no idea how to use sometimes......no comment...tis is our gov lol...datz i can say..

tml wat can i do....sure wake at around 7 something 8.....sudah biasa sejak aku di sini....
no idea wat to do tml.....onli i can do is...pray for my darl study well and good luck in her finals...jia you o....

now....need to go bac la....act quite tire since tis morning 5 something wake up till now...no rest...needa go sleep now lol....


nitez my darl.....and frenzzz






support u...
jia you..
once the thing pass le
dun think bout it le..
look forward...
ganbatte..

lucks to u....

today is the first day of the final...lucks to u...hope u prepare wel for te paper of MPW1133...
lucks to u...
i think now stil left bout another 1 hour and 20 minutes for u to finish de paper...
after the paper dun think so much le...
start to prepare the nex paper lol...
jia you...
i support u darl...
jia you...

Friday, August 7, 2009

nite mare,,,,

well...i sleep at 2 something 3 in the morning cos of rushing work.....
after doing it....i totally fall sleep le......
and dream something thing that i would not wanted to happen it to me.......
i really hope tis will really not happen to me....
i scare of it....really scare of it....scare of happen to me....
i dun wan to happen to me...jus wont happen to me....
i hav tel myself dat jus another dream bad dream for me....
hope i can over come it....
and sure i will.......



am i thinking too much le???????
i jus too tire le till dream those useless thing...





i think sooo




miss much..
exam starts tml lo...
jia you....
support u alwayz...

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

找不到

曾经相信
你就是我的唯一
忘记思考
生命其他的妒忌
不知不觉
深陷爱的浓雾里
竟然发觉我的视线已经
渐渐不清晰
于是我就这样
茫然失去了你的踪迹
翻开地图竟是
过去一对没用的足迹
爱的方向找不到
我在你的心中
还剩多少
我的眼泪不重要
只要你记得
回来就好
外面世界吵又闹
你要小心照顾
自己好
没有了牵手和拥抱
请你千万保重
好不好
曾经相信
你就是我的唯一
忘记思考
生命其他的妒忌
不知不觉
深陷爱的浓雾里
竟然发觉我的视线已经
渐渐不清晰
于是我就这样
茫然失去了你的踪迹
翻开地图竟是
过去一对没用的足迹
爱的方向找不到
我在你的心中
还剩多少
我的眼泪不重要
只要你记得
回来就好
外面世界吵又闹
你要小心照顾
自己好
没有了牵手和拥抱
请你千万保重
爱的方向找不到
我在你的心中
还剩多少
我的眼泪不重要
只要你记得
回来就好
外面世界吵又闹
你要小心照顾
自己好
没有我牵手和拥抱
请你千万保重
好不好
好不好
好不好
好不好
好不好







comin bac....

soon i will return to the previous me.....
something in mind sooner will leave le......
thx for your advice.....i noe wat to do le...

start to hav mood to eat.....start to play basketball le....
everything will soon bac t normal for me.....
but 1 thing mekes me not bac is....
assignment ...haiz....
veri tire to do...and lazy.....
but think off can meet u soon...i sure will do i well....

jia you lol.....

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

Good Luck to my fren

well tis post is for all my inti fren....too many le....scare miss out...so will be to all intians
so tis post is for u all de....
i noe some fren ald start their fianl tis week and some is still preparing for the final which will starts nex week...
now i wish u all good luck and hope u all can get well result and hope that de wat u study will came out in final...
and BATUH fren.....if u all need hellp in acc o maths...i can help u all...jus give me a call...keke...but law better dun find me lo...hahah....jia you

GOOD LUCK
and GANBATTE...

lucks to all my fren....i pray hard for u all......
soon will go bac and find u all.......





miss the inti life....
miss dayz v together...
miss u much....

Sunday, August 2, 2009

no idea...

pls tel me the truth if u really dun wan le....
dungive me a fake hope....
hope everything really is ok between u and me..
things will better when the time past...
and lastly...
good luck in your exam.....dun stress yourself..
i will pray hard for u and hope u can get the result from wat u wan..
..,,

miss u and love u much...

Wednesday, July 29, 2009

thinking.......

sometimes i really hav no idea on wat i am doing.....
do i really noe howw to care a gf?
do i really noe wat she wants?
do i really noe wat i am doing?

jus many question on myself...
yes
sometimes i thinking of v better not together...
but i jus hav no idea....
but stil i been wit u now....
and u are the one to let me motivate myself and i trust i can do it......
i noe sometimes i jus look like duno wat u wan....
but act i noe.....

u jus wan your bf alwayz bside u...
care bout u
love u
do everything for u...if u need it...
a shoulder for u to sleep.....
and i cant do a lot of thing and make me i not a good bf...
since the day i leave from there till now....
i hav make u cry for few times...
i noe...
u mis me...so do i....
act i noe your attitude.....
jus i trust myself can over come it and try my best to give u.....
i jus love u and miss u.....
but sometimes seriously pls think for me...
jus think for me...
i hav no choice...
nt i wan to bac jus i hav no choice to go bac...
go to penang to meet u also i hav no choice...

I have no choice...
thats wat i can say...








sorry for i not a veri good bf to u.....

Sunday, July 26, 2009

Miss miss miss....miss many things..

since i ever came to UMS KAL instead of cont in INTI....
i hav miss a lot of things dat will make me enjoy my Uni life....and i really hope i wont regret gua...(but eventually i ald regret much)

miss the idol...
miss outing with fren..
miss playing basketball...
miss go to installation nite..
miss interview for stact club committee
miss my course mate for doing assignment together
miss to take care bout her
miss to alwayz stay bside of her
miss to b a responsible BF
miss to drive
miss shop
miss to movie
jus....miss miss miss miss many things.....






yest not really enjoy at there..
jus cos my heart ald at the installation nite..
and i think is a event dat i should not mis it
but been ald pass
onli thing i can do is
regret













i miss u
i love u
jus wait for me
i also cant wait to meet u

Thursday, July 23, 2009

boring day...

first time for not havin class for few dayz......
well if i stil now at inti....i sure will be busy on assignment...which i preferred to busy myself.....
UMS here...ya got assignment also.....but jus.....no idea bout it.......
yest.....today till......sun also dun hav class......seriously veri boring.....
surf net surf till crazy also.........
nic they all stil manage to lay L4D........lucky my comp cant support......if not.....i play till crazy lol....

haha.....

btw congrat to stact club cos of the the idol was successfully well organize.....
win and lose is ntg......as long as u enjoy the journey then is the best le.....

and lastly.....luck to everyone......another 23 days i will bac to kl........so good....but bad thing is cant meet u.....sad...but stil can 3G with u...haha.....love u lolz...

miss u girl...

Friday, July 17, 2009

life in UMS...

well no electric water and even i loss my sim card...haiz....damn bad luck man.....

but now manage to get bac one today.....so u all can call me me liao....but another thing is my leg get injured due to stubborn suddenly....haha....

i miss u all at inti...i noe tis sat got a lot of event going to on...which i wantd to join u all......but now...i at sabah...
lifes here is not same at inti...totally diffe.......jus diffe.....

here....i also dunno how can i cont go on.....jus go on onli.....
i need your support ......

i miss u girl.....
want to meet u now....

Wednesday, July 15, 2009

the day after inti

after leaving from lcct at 7.50....i reach labuan here around 10.30...

well ths to all my fren.....sexy, enni, chea yee , gordan fr fetching them....ethan....adeline kye liang...and most important...my jia xian....which i really cant leave her alone....after seeing the scene at airport...i feel so useless to her and alwayz make sad bout her..i feeel so sad bout it....and...i really miss her much...really wan to meet her immediately ......i i hav no idea now...stress for me now.....


i act can say here is not i really wan...but i hav no choice....studying a course which i really dunno wat i can do.....

hope in future wont regret......

Sunday, July 12, 2009

final decision...

i will leaving inti..........
sry guys......
i mizz u al de.....
although jus onli a 2 months
act i learn lot of thing.....i really happie bout it.....
i miss u guys lolz....
i wil take care of myself...


few days ago jus send a important ppl go....now is my turn to go....
leaving u all soon...

Saturday, July 11, 2009

marketing .......

i got an offer from UMS for international marketing
which i really dunno wat is marketing more on about...
havin headache bout it....
jus let me sometime to think bout it....

i need time....can the time move slowly ????

is for u...

time flight :22.10
flight number :MH0123
date :10/07/2009


tis is the day u leave us here and go to Sydney.......
hope u will get well there and take care soon.....
i will miss u much.......










after sending so many fren at airport...
u r the first person to make me cry ..
love u lolz...

Thursday, July 2, 2009

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只是想陪伴在你身边,共同渡过我们两个人的时光!只是想轻轻的贴着你, 让你觉得不再孤独无助! 一点一点地将思念堆积起来, 就算是转瞬即逝的告别, 也将会变成永不消逝的羁绊!

Sunday, June 28, 2009

sry guys

sry guys.....i din make it for the trip to lcct to send u all...
i feel regret for not sending u all....no transport.....
jus like wat ei han told me hav heart then ok....
i seriously sry to u all and good luck to u all.....

good bye my fren and lets ganbatte for our future....

Saturday, June 27, 2009

recent activities.....

well een long time din update my blog....and since today is fri and finish my test for acc and ....is midnite of 4 ald and stil stay at dining hall to online......but i not feel tire....dunno why.....recently i dun feel any tire......but i feel stress on nex week......cos got 2 test on same day and dat is law and eco....law i scare de most....dunno how to read and understand also and eco stil can remember from wat i study from form 6.....most of it also from there and jus change into eng ......

lets say bout recent activities........our social board jus organized a event name 'O' nite also called as orientation nite and it was a sucessfull event for us......v all happy specially to our OC Kevin......he happie the most and he say after been few times of committee for O nite....tis is the best of the best.....v all so enjoy it....although sometimes he quite anger when meeting...so all of us also quite scare of him seriously....hahaha......but he also jus get stress by our officer...and is an important event for inti also........a lot of VVIP ppl came.....so will be stress for him if the event not sucessfull....

btw tml most of my fren will fly to sabah for their local uni....well i dun hav any offer by the goverment but i also cont of reapply it and hope can get a place to go study at local uni....i miss all of u......i try my best tml to go meet u all at there LCCT......a last gathering for us and meet u all......mizz the day v hav it at class and talking crap lolzz........

and i seriously get bit of prob recently....thx lu yue for listening to me and i think wat u hav say to me.....hope time can help me.....let all the things decide by the time and god.......pls let me noe.....i seriously wan to noe the answer....


and ya...the O nite stuff.....a good news for CHSian....Adeline hav won the miss inti competition...well i din c much.....but congrats to her.....

dats all i think........i try my best on update the blog day by day......





i mizz home much...
i mizz u also