真心，留給能懂的人

緣就是緣。緣，可遇不可求。遇上你是偶然，遇上你是你我的緣份，在不經意的時間，在不經意的一個點，你我不經意的匆匆相遇，相識、相知且成為知己，是那麼自然而沒有任何特意的花言巧語，茫茫網海，遇上你是我今生的緣。
　　
　　不需許下誓言，也不必有任何承諾。遇上你是我的緣，認識你便是我今生的福，從此在我的記憶裡留下了你，在你心中也永遠留下了我。遇上你是我的緣。
　　
　　相識是最珍貴的緣份，緣份這東西就那麼奇妙，真誠是緣份，相識是緣份，相知相愛是緣份，傷害、欺騙又何嘗不也是一種緣份呢？緣份是一種自然，不是刻意的追逐，有時一次不經意的相識就有一見如故，相見恨晚之感。有緣的人成為好朋友或知己，無緣的人則是生命中的過客。我一直相信自然的、潛在的緣份。
　　
　　人以群分，物以類聚，相同或相似的靈魂走在一起，一定有種似曾相識的感覺好像彼此早已認識，有一見如故，相見恨晚之感。而無緣的人天天在一起也形同陌路，我相信緣份，也許我的心是敏感的，我知道每一份緣都是難得的，求之不來的
　　
　　所以大俠也會盡力善待緣份帶來的情份；緣來的時候妙不可言，緣去時又苦不堪言。我相信緣份，珍惜緣份，更要坦然的面對緣份。不說永別，說再見。有緣可能再見，無緣就會永別。你能不能記住我無所謂，我只知道我記住了你，永遠記住了！
　　
　　真心留給能懂的人
　　這樣才不會辜負這份真誠
　　就算不能朝夕相伴
　　那默契也能彌補這種遺憾

　　情歌唱給會聽的人
　　我傾訴著自己的心聲
　　不求熱烈的回應
　　那種表達總能引起共鳴
　　
　　思念留給最愛的人
　　如果時間都無法讓他淡去
　　只好讓那份情擱淺
　　等著潮汐再來把它送回自己的港灣

　　網誌寫給會看的人
　　那些心思和感悟篇篇都是真情
　　雖然很多朋友素未謀面
　　那種了解和認同總是讓大俠一次次感動

　　祝福送給所有的人
　　那些認識和不認識的
　　有緣見到有緣認識有緣相知就是我的幸福
　　祝你們快樂健康如意平安順心

going to be a bz week.....

midterm starts soon.......means holiday also soon.......

wish everyone can stay happy on it.......

good luck to your midterm on coming week....

well....lucks to everyone......ganbateh oo......

女： 从现在开始，你只许疼我一个人，要宠我，不能骗我，答应我的每一件事都要做到，对我讲得每一句话都要真心，不许欺负我，骂我，要相信我，别人欺负我，你要在第一时间出来帮我，我开心了，你就要陪我开心，我不开心了，你就要哄我开心，永远都要觉得我是最漂亮的，梦里也要见到我，在你的心里面只有我，就是这样了！~简单吧？？

rest day

well....been a short time of nt blogging.....kinda miss here..haahah

well tis 2 days will try to rest much....due over tireness...

really tire....tis weekend ......give myself a holiday....sleep eat play and sleep....

tis is de life i would like to go for tis weekend....wakakaka...

well still...gain a bad dream....

dream that i would nt wish to happen it...

cos its look reality to it...

kinda scare off will happening it....

hmmm....

mayb too worry much....

guess its time to sleep again.....

weeeeeeeee

errr

dun ask me why recently being bz on works...

i dunno i jus feel kind of wan finsih up everything and go bac....i wan finish up my degree fat..

dun wan disappointed to my parents...

no idea.....ppl say me hardworking...

but i thinnk of myself...do i look hardworking??

jus i wan to finish up my things...

mayb tis can make me dun think so much....

really...i been searching something to make my self up bz on it ...

so that i wont have much of mind of thinking about those useless thing...

i jus can say i need to move on...i ad waste 1 year....there is another 2 more years to catch up...

i need to try my best to did de best..

dun feel regret in future about it.....

ciaoz is time on work again....bac to here later....

.......

well i saw that post.....

so do i.......

since dat day....

v nt even chat and even phone call...

things change ....ppl cahnge....

yet the something stil nt change towards u..

thats wat i wan to say.....

lonely.....feeling it all de time....

used to pick your call at that moment...but now dun have...

used to skype at that moment....now even skype din open...

used to msg with u all de time...now a msg also no reply....

i noe ......and understand...

yet i dunno wat is happen now...

i lost and dunno wat to say.....

jus keep praying much to god...and say hope time can reserve..

if there is a choice again....

i guess i will choose de same thing again...

i finally watched the series of 下一站，幸福..

if that really happen to me.....will u treat me like tis???

yet i dunno de answer now....

wish to noe wat will u do...

izzit de same like her...o will do it another way???

well is time now....time for class.....

ciaoz

Monday.......

jus woke up.....kinda feel nt tire though jus i slept in tis morning 5 am.....

well...done b.stats.....half way in B.comm........and half way in C.B.........

few days ago i got a mail from ptptn and say i cant apply cos my status applying in inti stil on hold.....

jus now i jus make call to ptptn info center...and they say can help me go check ...and got my details......

well now i praying hard to get approve so that i can reapply on it.....hmmm...god bless bah....

btw...somethign wan to share...is about my yest dinner.....haha.....yest is sunday and kinda free and quite moody.....dunno with wat reason.......but then decide going out to have some relax and buy stuff for cooking at nite..........and ya...buying ingredient reallyu makes me feel comfort and feel good...dunno why...kind of liking in cooking.....i wish a day i can cook nice meal for my partner...........haha...but then i guess dream on bah...hehehe

well i really have a nice dinner and i do enjoy the preparing and cooking........

well is time now....i guess need to start my work now.........

\

ciaozzz

Ooooopppssss

Oooopppsss....been few days not updating myself...

hmm...ya tis few days really bz on my works.....

things need to arrange and assignment needed to be done ASAP...

cos de dateline is around b4 and after raya time....

i guess hope everything can be done....so that i can enjoy my dat 2 weeks of holiday ooo...

well...2 days ago...i enjoy dinner with my fren at Manja rasa.....

actually is a place for steamboat in labuan...cos is my frenz birthday ..

well v quite enjoy eating and cooking and grill over there...haha...but then i miss de thing is no photo's been taken.....ya dunno why...kind of feel wan to own an DSL ....cos i guess i fall in love of getting pictures.....

hmmmm...i jus can say i praying hard of that and hope i can get 1soon or later...mayb till i have money to work onli will go for it bah...hahah........

well now is 9.52am....i need cont to my assignment of the B.stats....tis subj makes me feel so crazy and headache.......arghhh..hope i can do it all bah...haha.....

have a nice day everyone......carezzz

Lucky

happy that i no need to change my date for my plane ticket...

things goes as usual...

and midterm will be on wed n thurs for me....

well i guess is really need to prepare of it...

new sem starts last week....

progressing status....stil ok and alrite...

hhahah....but then i dunno why kinda din expect my self will be like tis...

i hope everything will goes smooth and things can be done in time or more even earlier...

well wish luck to all my coursemate in their studies and let bring it on and get a good result for tis sem

hm...is time for rest i guess....quite tire for today....

byez and chiaozzz

nt qualify

i jus can say i nt qualify in everything.....

i need time...

things change...

time change...

ppl change...

everything will change...

as long as the second is stil keep moving on...

pass proof me as i nt qualify of it....

yet i hope i can get rid of it and do it well of it..

hope much ..

pray much...

thats wat i wanna do now..

to be the one qualify for my self..u and everyone...

guess will get rid of it...

btw better when rain time...

dun go out and play water...

for me...sure nt play la...

jus went for shower and wash my clothing...

but half way then rains drop...

conclude i cont shower and wash thr...

and the consequences above is i macam get sick...

yet medicine been taken...

but cant sleep in....aikz....

wish later can sleep in....

Dear no worries i will be ok ....

okiess???....

^^

Our relationship ìs lìkè a compütér :

u my life...
i u in my disk...
u my problems...
i never ...

dream

yest i dream about something....

the thing that makes me feel i really stil cant put down u....

1 year ad....though no celebration with it....

but i stil happy with it...

dunno why.....

i jus wish i can treat u better when u bside me...

things lost b4 and when u get it bac

u will never let it go again...

....

sry for the yest nite....i slept off.....and phone was in silent mode....

when i woke up tis morning i saw have total 11 miss call from u...

sry din pick up de call as i previous promised u never put silent mode in the phone..

sry i break the promise again.....

i will try my best to hold on my promise towards uu...

i thinking how to celebrate for your 19 birthday....

wat should i prepare for it...

hope tis thing can be special with u and can be used 4ever and stay beside with u....

guess that wat i wan to write...

start clean my room now...is in a mess...and gonna have breakfast soon....

miss u love u....as u noe who u r.....

praying hard

jus got some time table for midterm...

and it happens on de date i bac here and thr....

lucky IM stil can change...but b.Stats...no idea....

now thinking off a group of ppl go find her and discuss about it...

cos the ticket really extreame expensive now....

i also thinking of solution about it...arghhh....

damn i really pray haqrd to god give me wisdom and think twice about it...

hope have a better way of it....

is tire now....guess gonna sleep off soon...

nt belong to me

no means no...no matter how hard will it be...

jus can say that....

is late at nite now..

guess i should take a rest on it..

damn i hate tis feeling much...

sry sry for it...

done

well after 2 days of out to town....

everything seems settle down..

those thing should buy ...done

text books....done

tidy room....done

guess almost done bah for everything....

well its a beginning of new year new sem....

been promise myself of something....

hope i can get rid of it....

i guess is time to get a rest.....

tonite go library again.....

i guess i fall in love with library again...

i also dunno why

jus wish like last time

mayb i need find things do

so that wont think much

bah..

take care much

miss much.

wat happen..T.T

i really have no idea about myself...

been make a person angry for din understand it..

well i jus wan to say sry to u...and i din mean it....

sry for din reply u call...sry for yest challenge u.....

i jus hope no nex time on it....

dunno why kinda dun feel wan to make u angry....

wan u stay happy.....

kinda uncertain feelings towards u.....i have no idea wat is de feeling is.....yet stil wan to say sry for my mistakesss and my unresponsibless.....

think twice

somethimes i hate myself been alone cos i a easy guy who get emo fast...

i admit myself i really cant stand alon ein room o no matter wat...i will get emo easily......

i do think much of it....

well i jus can say i am tis type of person

....

many things done been with out seeing by u.....but been seeing by others...

yet work hard of it gain ntg in the end.....should i cont to do it o jus stop it and let it be....

i wish i could make that....

but things is hard to say and hard to leave it....

i jus wan to say u change i change.......

everybody is changing all de time...

jus matter of whether u noe anot...

i admit my self i fall it again to u...without any alert....

i dunno why......

guess gods noe about all tis....

guess is time for rest and prepare for tml morning class...

nitez peess

unwanted feeling 2

Well first day of class ....i can say i quite tire of it....

yet till nite time i quite in down mood actually..

last year at this moment.....tis is our first of everything....my first do tis towards u....u r the on ewho get tis first......after a year...i also have no idea wat is tis call.......feelings can say is unwanted feelings.....

yet i go find something to watch....

well i start to watch 下一站，幸福.....a series dat many ppl watch....yeah i noe i quite outdated till now onli watch......but is better then din watch rite.....but after i have watch the first 3 chapters....i guess i really cant watch......cos memories keep on appear in my mind....things v have done things v have do.........

if stil counted as continue.....today is our first year anniversary.....and also i leave a person that i much far apart from me.........i mean i do miss u much........

tears is draping again when listen to jay song again......

wish i could get rid of tis....

unwanted feeling ..

quite a long time din wrote blog.....

feel wn to express here......

jus express sia....

I HAVING UNWANTED FEELING RITE NOW....CAN I GET RID OF IT....

wish i could bac to my home and stay in the bed....and family support...

有一個人，在心裏，想放棄，卻，捨不得…...

有一個人 你會很想他每晚對你說‘ 晚安 ’。
有一個人 他不會主動和你聊天 但你會忍不住想和他聊天
有一個人 他永遠不知你在想他 但你卻滿腦子都是他

有一個人 你一上線就會去看他在不在.
不在就一陣失落 在 又不敢打擾他.

有一個人 他的狀態簽名只要一換你立刻胡思亂想 揣測不安

有 一個人 你線上只是在等他而他的頭像卻不會在你的MSN裏抖動

有一個人 你總是忍不住去看他的面子书
即使他什麼新鮮事都沒有。

有 一個人 你會看他的最近來訪和留言
然後又胡思亂想 揣測不安



有 一個人 你一直在等他
他卻忘記了你

有一個人 你真的好愛他
可是仔細一想 你到底愛他什麼？


有 一個人 你觉得他可能是你的永遠
但是他卻告訴你 你们只是彼此的過客

有一個人 你真的可以對他無條件付出
他卻不稀罕 對他來說 你只是負擔~

有一個人 你那麼那麼捨不得
他卻那麼隨意 灑脫 不在乎

有一個人 你總說着 要放下他了
卻總是忍不住又拿來回味

有一個人 離開他的時候你装的若无其事
但是一轉身 早已淚流滿面

有一個人 你會在心裡默念著想見他
一秒也好 就算你在他心裡不存有任何位置了

有一 個人 你好想大聲告訴他
我真的好後悔愛上你了
因為 你發現 你真的真的好爱他
无可救药 无法自拔 情不自禁
可是他不愛你了 這就是事實

那 個驕傲的你去哪里了？



刪掉了MSN帳號 一個人 在電腦前流淚
刪掉了手機號碼 一個人 在窗前神傷

大哭一場
允許自己再大哭一場
以 後 再也不會期待
不會看他在不在線上了
不會看他的面子书了
不會期待他的資訊和電話了
不會期待他會關心你

有那 麼一個人 真的讓你受傷了

記得那個人說過
“自私的人會快樂 我自私 所以我快樂”

嗯 再見了

我 那麼那麼愛你 我一點也不遺憾

值不值得 都不要緊

重要的是
記得曾經有那麼一個人 愛過你


現 在我把愛情還給你 那你把我的驕傲還給我 好不好?



培根說：“愛情是很容易考驗的。如果對方不以同樣的愛情來回報你，那就是暗地裏在輕蔑你。”

在愛情裏，最在乎的一方，最後往往是輸得最慘的。

假若愛一個人沒有回應，與其乞討愛情，不如驕傲地走開…

這樣，至少，你還能贏得最後的尊重。

【一年里的12个情人节】

一年有十二个情人节

情人节是哪一天？如果你只知道西历2月14日的西洋情人节，以及农历7月7日的七夕中国情人节，那你可就大大落伍了；「不就是3月14日还有个『白色情人节』吗?」，如果你这么想，依然过于低估世间男女歌咏赞颂爱情的天赋异秉。事实上，除了中国七夕以外，一年12个月每月14号都是「情人节」，而且每个情人节各有特殊的名称与涵义。


◎日记情人节(Diary Day)：1月14日
　　在这一天，情侣们会互赠足够纪录一整年恋爱情事的日记本，以此象征两人将携手走过未来一年，并留下更多美好回忆。
　　

◎华仑亭情人节(Valentine's Day)：2月14日
　　西元3世纪时，罗马皇帝为避免已婚男子不愿离家当兵，发布了一道禁止结婚的法令，但华仑亭主教依旧违背皇帝旨意，秘密为青年人举行婚礼。他因此遭到监禁，并于西元273年2月14日死在狱中。后人为了纪念他，将他殉难这天订为「华仑亭日」，后来便成为世人耳熟能详的情人节。
　　在西洋传统里年轻人是华仑亭日的主角，他们在这个节日里郑重其事地为恋人选择礼物、鲜花，以表达自己的爱慕之情。痴情的少女则会按古老传说，在华仑亭日前一晚把月桂树叶放在枕头上，盼望自己在梦中同自己的心上人相会。
　　在美国，华仑亭日不仅是年轻人的节日，亲H朋友间也可以互送小礼物，以表达感情、增进友谊。许多商家都特别出售装饰成心形的巧克力糖、系着缎带的红玫瑰，以及郁金香花束等礼品，而各式各样的情人卡片更令人眼花撩乱。
　　对许多亚洲女子而言这一天显得格外重要，因为尽管文化上较为传统保守，社会价值观一般已普遍接受女孩子在这天主动向心仪的对象示好。
　　

◎白色情人节(White Day)：3月14日
　　西方并没有所谓「白色情人节」的传统，在东方，2月14日女孩送男孩礼物表达情意之后，如果对方也有同样的好感或情意，就会在3月14日回送女孩一份情人礼物，表示彼此心心相印；如果男孩对女孩没感觉，只要刻意忽略这个日子，便算是委婉的拒绝。
　　现在情人节由谁主动送礼已经不重要了，只要有一方在2月14日收到异性送的礼物表达爱意，他或她在3月14日「白色情人节」这一天就会选择是否有所回应；而对已经在一起的爱侣来说，这一天则是回赠对方情人节礼物的日子。
　　

◎黑色情人节(Black Day)：4月14日
　　虽然并非天下有情人都能天长地久、甚至曾经拥有，但谁说孤家寡人或旷男怨女就不能过情人节？「黑色情人节」就是属于单身贵族们的情人日。在前两个月他们或许既没收到甜蜜小礼物，也没人可以送巧克力，但4月14日这天，大家共聚一堂，彼此鼓励、加油打气，化悲愤为力量，倒也热热闹闹十分开怀，藉此消除形单影只的落寞感。
　　名为黑色情人节，在这一天，打算过节的人会让自己生活在百分百的黑色世界里，穿黑色套装、黑帽子、黑皮鞋，吃黑豆制成的面条，喝咖啡也不加奶精，享受黑咖啡的苦涩原味。
　　

◎黄色与玫瑰情人节(Yellow and Rose Day)：5月14日
　　如果已经到了5月，你的情事还是没有任何进展，在这一天穿着黄色衬衫或黄色套装，吃黄色咖哩饭，就是告诉大家「I am still available」的最好暗示。春日融融，将黄色穿在身上，也相当符合季节气氛。
　　5月是玫瑰发芽的时节，气候宜人适合出游，因此许多情侣都选在这天相偕到户外踏青，所以5月14日也有「玫瑰情人节」之称。
　　在玫瑰日送人红玫瑰是倾诉爱意；送白玫瑰花表示仍犹豫未决；若送上一束黄玫瑰，就是说再见了。
　　

◎亲亲情人节(Kiss Day)：6月14日
　　这是一个属于成双成对恋人的重要节日，在这一天，情侣们不必再害羞，可以大大方方地用亲吻表达对对方的爱意。当然，花前月下、烛光晚餐等浪漫气氛，对一吻定情可是很有帮助的喔！
　　

◎银色情人节(Silver Day)：7月14日
　　银色情人节，是把你的意中人带回家给老爸老妈认识，或介绍给其他你所尊敬的长辈的好机会。当然，这一天的全部开销，都由这些「可爱的长者」买单〈为「安全」起见，你最好先确定长辈对这个节日很熟悉〉。银色情人节也是爱侣互赠银制礼品、饰物的日子。
　　

◎绿色情人节(Green Day)：8月14日
　　名为绿色情人节，当然和蓊郁的森林脱不了关系。酷热难耐的夏日午后，不妨和你的另一半作一趟凉爽而清新的森林之旅，尽情享受户外大自然，度过健康而愉悦的一天。还在寻觅爱侣的人，可以参加Soju〈韩国绿牌薯酒〉派对，度过喧闹的室内绿色情人节。
　　

◎音乐情人节与相片情人节(Music Day & Photo Day)：9月14日
　　音乐情人节这一天是举办大型社交活动、轻歌漫舞的日子，也是将你的心上人介绍给朋友、同事认识的好机会。而单身一族，更可以藉此机会看看活动现场有没有自己中意的对象。
　　许多情侣喜欢在这天就着蔚蓝晴朗的天空合影，所以9月14日又称为「相片情人节」 。
　　

◎葡萄酒情人节(Wine Day)：10月14日
　　10月14日这一天恋人们轻啜葡萄美酒，庆祝充满诗意的秋天。通常小俩口会选择在浪漫且别致的餐厅里共进晚餐，然后聊聊彼此对未来的规画，以及共同的目标等话题。
　　

◎橙色情人节与电影情人节(Orange Day Movie day)：11月14日
　　电影情人节这一天情侣们可以连赶两场电影，或许先看一部紧张刺激的动作发泄压力，然后再来一部感人肺腑的浪漫爱情片互拭泪水。看完两人也该补充水分了，来杯健康的百分百柳橙汁吧！单身的人这一天也要喝杯柳橙汁，当然，想喝两杯才痛快也没人管得着。
　　

◎拥抱情人节(Hug Day)：12月14日
　　12月14日，想和你的情人抱多久都可以，在公开的场合拥抱，向世人宣告你俩的爱意，也让寒冷的冬天变得格外温馨。尤其是那些甜甜蜜蜜庆祝过2月14日华仑亭情人节的情侣，到了年底依然能热情相拥，也见证了两人情意如昔。

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bac bac

been for months of not writing blog...

i guess my last blog is wrte about my birthday .....yeah....i enjoy it actually....tx guys....

well....sudden feel to release all my feeling here....many things been happen recently.....

i jus feel down on it......thing is not going as wat i expected soon.....

in studies......uni....relationship....frenz....

i jus can say i easily bad temper......

now .......many things jus change in to weeks time......

from a sweet dream to a bad dream.......

i jus can say i wish nt to have it like tis.......

but i need respect your decision......

7 months ......is not a long time...yet also cant be a short time......

thx for giving me many things during tis few months.......

i guess u will be de last i treat wat i used t treat with u....

n the hurt i really dunno when i can onli get recover.....

jus time bah.....

remember wt i have told u......i mean it....

i jus can say i stil love u much now.....

wonderful 21st birthday.....

i really wan to thank u all.....thank so much for de party......

TQ much......

give me sometimes to make a post for everyone of u and post some photo in comin post....

hope everyone have an awesome year tooo.....

.........DOwn..by Jay Sean ft Lil Wayne...

yeah there is a song wanted to share with u all.....

and tis song brings me some memories...yeah.....

do u stil remember wat u say...

as wat i have promise u.........tis song is for u...

here's de MV.... Down from JAy Sean...

Lyrics | Jay Sean lyrics - Down lyrics

been listen tis song every nite...

makes me think back

what we have been done together

i really happie and ....

sweetest moment is been with u...

a post witout a post title.....

since the day i left i have told myself....

no more means no more.....

at first i tot i really can go through about tis and will start my enjoy my uni life here.....

seriously say in heart...i cant put it down..........till now i stil thinking izzit u wan to do dat to me and force me to pull it down........

wat i can say.....i noe u r intend of dat....

fine and dats fine.....i understand u.....

well..... i could never ................well is hard to say so.....and u noe me well....and und wat i am saying about.......

well..stop saying about tis lo.......

been a week bac to uni here.....

feel diffe as not the place changes...is the way of how i think about my uni stuff...

last sem many stuff been happen and be a bad boy over here and cause many problems....

so sry and seek for apologies from u all...i guess u all noe who i mean......

well....tis week class.....feel tire but yet i enjoy.....enjoy al my studis and class and one more important thing is dat....

ASSIGNMENTT is getting a lot lolzz...all also needa hand it in 1 week of march and i wish tis sem i would not like last sem doing last minutes work.....hope so...kekeke....who noes...

wel.....now my mood is kinda happie cos many things is stil in smoooth mode....thx god for everything lolzz.........

so now cont fb first....anything will cont update to u all.....

wat i wish now is

the comin day

u is the one first to wish me

jus a little wishes from me...

i wait for it...

till u send a wish to me...

miss much...

bac bac bac.....

i bac to my uni....

yeah long time din update my blog....

is kinda busy everyday actually...

wat i can say is......

tis holiday is not quite njoy actually.....yet stil njoy to hang out with my fren for someday..

other day will be my working day.....no point....i need to be a good son to my dad....so help him during tis holiday...

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well i soon will update all those photo's here and in facebook also......

i jus onli noe dat christmas eve i totally out of control and new year eve havin last minute plan...

well....de day i miss most is few dayz b4 i bac to Labuan and i really enjoy with my family much.....kinda feel happie and the feeling is dunno how to say....jus noe dat.....home sweet home...

i miss home and families.......

well is time need to rush for another class......bac to here and update u all .........

carezzzz my fren.....