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this few weeks......i really tot i in bad mood and stress on marketing assignment...... seems Raya Holiday is nothing to me actually just even less time to sleep.... cause final is coming soon and datelines for handing assignment also is closer and closer.....i can't say much of complain ... all is my own problem.....DO LAST MINUTE WORK.....thats my style lolzz..... and needed to change immediately if i want to score a better marks..... and also saying in previous post... i have skype with my friend and my family........ feel so happy to see them ....and also need to thank my best dad of sign a broadband for me to use at here.....kekek.,..... love u paps.....

well yesterday school reopens and there is a hotlink counter for the youth club plan ...... and there is a lucky draw.....first prize is Sony Play Station 3 with 160 GB of memory and 2 Sony PSP and 3 old model of Ipod Shuffle.

At first i din have the intend to play because is very impossible to win it....so i did not think much about it.......... but after a while dai lou...a friend of here asking me to play as a part and just ned to buy a number with reload of RM 50 ....well....i think of nothing of loss if lucky then i won the price la.....if not lucky then just thinking of extra phone number and can call my maxis friend with low rates.....hahaha.....or even can sell the balance to people also........so i go join with them cause they say not much of people joining it..... there is a high chance of winning the grand prize....ahahaha.....

until around 4 something the person in charge came over to me and congratz me of winning a prize from there which i stunt there for a moment.....really can't believe myself........ i just won a SONY PSP....with RM 50 only...

just can't imagine about it.....feel so happy because really did not imagine i won the prize so easily........ just can't imagine.....well....after sign the agreement of collect the prize....then they take a photo on it....... but too sad i 4get to ask from them.....hope i can have 1 too...hahaha...

and yeah.......4get to tell parents about the thing also.......don't know how they think about it...????

hahaha....just feel yesterday is the most lucky day i ever had lol..........

soon will post the photo of my psp here to u all..,...

Skype with parents.....

my mom at the bac...and my sis

Fell so happy after seeing them from skype ....miss them much........

i will take care myself and promise u not to play internet so much.....

suddenly feel of family give me a lot of support whenever i want to do...

although i sometimes know that i pretty naughty la....keke....but i know i doing....

just miss u all much.... can't wait to go back home now.....

skype with Karen

after chating with a long long time fren.........well can say not long la....jus few years la.... kinda miss her much.....

Now she studying at UNSW.......

feel so happy that she is enjoying her life over there.........

and she change a lot.....slim....mature....haha.....i think when she see tis post sure happy lots.....

lastly hope she can found hers and good lucks in her studies.......

Jia You my friend....

習慣

a post from my mail....

習慣，就是時間累積而來的一種動作。

早上，我總是走進7-eleven。

走了走，東選西選，還是選回了每天吃的三明治。

進到辦公室坐下後，總是開了機收信，然後放歌，

看了看，上選下選，還是聽起了那首最愛聽的。

開始寫程式前，總是洗了洗杯子走近飲水機，

看著瓶瓶罐罐，最後還是拿了一包就走。

人生總有很多的選擇。

每天要面對的選擇，很多。

吃什麼，做什麼，玩什麼，看什麼....

雖然你每天都在做選擇。

不過，總是...總是...

會選回你每次選的那個。

因為習慣。

習慣，是時間累積而來的一種動作。

情人間常說：「我對你不再有愛，都變成了習慣了。」

其實，習慣並沒有什麼不好。

它讓你自然的去做。

自然的去想他，自然的去愛他。

當你已經不覺得自己在付出時，

也許你覺得，你己開始習慣，有他陪伴在你的生命中，

那才是真的愛。

有什麼不好？

我一直認為

很多事情開始要一個人獨自去做時

就失去它的意義：

當
習慣了兩個人一起吃飯
習慣了兩個人一起看書
習慣了兩個人一起工作
習慣了兩個人一起散步
習慣了兩個人一起回家
習慣了兩個人一起聊天
習慣了兩個人一起商量事情
習慣了兩個人一起發呆
習慣了兩個人一起喝咖啡
習慣了兩個人一起..........

開始一個人

很多快樂都不再了...

請珍惜你身邊所有

把握任何一個美麗的機會

失去了就不再了...

現在請你回想一下

你習慣的那個人，是不是讓你感覺很熟悉，就像家人一樣？

這種感覺，不是那麼容易就可以擁有的，應該好好的珍惜。

也許有天你失去了，才會明白這個人，在你的心理是佔了很大的位置。

好緣份是很神奇的東西，它只送給用心去經營的人。

最近你是否不再那麼用心，去關心或態度冷淡了嗎???

趕快去抓住你那個熟悉的人吧，必竟你們曾經走過那一段，不是嗎？

想念你。

在三年前的今天，八月初一

我还是一个中五学生，

这一天可以对我来说是很重要的日子，

也是这一天我失去了一个很疼我的亲属，

她是我的婆婆。

我现在回想起以前我小时侯在怡保，

被她照顾，我要什么她都会给我。

到了我上小学开始，

她的病也开始恶化了，

那时，她时常进出医院。

我很担心。

到了中学开始，

她给我人生中的第一个手提电话，

虽然我没有用它，但我觉得我很幸福了。

还有当我不够零钱时，她都会给我。

到她知道我要去当兵的时候，

她一而再，再而三的要我小心，要学会照顾自己。

我那时侯还很大声说‘那个是明年的事情，到时候再说吧。’

但...........

三年前的今天，她已离开我们了。

她也没看到我中学毕业，

也没有在我去当兵前的劝告，

就不在了。

在她临走前，我所对她的承若。

我现在还一一记得而后悔着。

这也是我永远的痛。

你和我的过去，

我会永远记在心里。

希望你在那儿过得很好。

我想念你。

dunno what to do now....

Thanks for calling and email to me .....

i really happy but i feeling better now....

now we don't have any problem....

but then just like last time.....

everything is fine le....

no worries....

i will take care myself...

just feel so boring.....

everyone seems nothing to do but then all of us also know that we got out own assignment ned to rush and hand in when uni reopen.....so last minute work again gua.....kekeke....

all our cafe stall close.....ntg to eat during night time...... lucky got prepare some pasta and campbell soup for my dinner....raya week...i think i still can survive over it.....keke.....

there is a problem now..... shortage of 'income' to use.....i know i spend a lot during last sem break......now no idea lo.......go KK there play also need to think b4 going with them.......

well hope everything will fine and......once i back to home will tell u whole story....

痞子英雄电视原声带 from color乐团-无赖正义

双手紧握拳头张开又留下什黱

敲响命运的钟谁能带走伤痛

活在被拉扯的时空

伤痕就这黱多所以又代表什黱

等待适合的风带我飞越尽头

曾经脆弱独自承受伤痛

曾经爱过以后心痛放手

人总要学会软弱

曾经活著痛著你也能轻松看透

我用我的无赖遮掩谎言从前我太好骗

荒唐剧情随时都会上演

你用你的正义对抗可怜善变虚伪的世界

最后被我撕裂

曾经爱过以后心痛放手

人总要学会软弱

曾经活著痛著你也能轻松看透

我用我的无赖遮掩谎言从前我太好骗

荒唐剧情随时都会上演

你用你的正义对抗可怜善变虚伪的世界

最后被我撕裂

无赖战胜了一切胡说好几遍

(我用无赖对抗所有欺骗)

正义败给了邪恶世界多危险

(我用正义战胜邪恶意念)

如果生命真的有极限(没有极限)

我会冲破所有的界限(没有界限)

毁灭

你用你的正义对抗这可怜虚伪善变破碎的夜

狼狈崩溃颓废天黑最后被我撕裂

jz bac...

finally.....i bac and many ppl hav tell me something...

i noe wat u all wan me to do......

i noe....wat i need to do....juz matter of i wan anot......

no idea now.......i drunk at there which i din really tot i will get drunk so easily ....

mayb also cos of tireness gua and few dayz of din sleep well....particularly...i quite enjoy meet u all....

have nice dinner wth u all......i happy really happy.......but stil ......ermm....noe la....

and she is the one who sending me to there today........i really hav no idea....

jus i hav make a bet to her......if she din cry then i will not bac to there again....cos i noe she wont cry anymore.....for sure i win de bet.......

but at last how i also dunno de answer......jus hope i really can get tis bet win.......

dunno why kinda feeling dun hav.......

i noe she dun wan....

but stil wan give me cos of apologies gua.....no idea lolz.....

and happy to meet u al bac ...sure meet u all again in future.....but not at there anymore.....

restless day...

few dayz ald ....sleepless nite.....

really bz til rush assignment til crazy

assignment drives me crazy till krazy..

jus tire of it....

damn tire....

plan to cancel all my trip tis weekend...

but i jus promise her so since b4 i left....

jus kinda miss her much...

dunno why...without her...things are not dat smooth as b4....

jus every time also facing same prob...

i jus cant over come it....

i really tire of it......

fainted soon.....

who will stil support me???

without her i been mess ald...

jus too miss her...

another 45 minutes is 09.09.09...

de day which i hav plan on it....

but then it change....

did prepare well ....

should i stil cont give it to her????

no idea and no comement...

one thing in my mind.....

jus miss u much...more then b4....much then last time...

忍耐

什么是忍耐？

忍耐是什么？

忍耐可以让一个人付出他的所有去爱一个人。

我忍，是因为我爱你。

我忍，是因为你对我坦白。

我忍，是因为你的一切一切，我都原谅你。

我忍，是因为我真的放不下你。

我忍，是因为是我的错。

所以我会忍，而只有你，我才会忍了又在忍。

我就只不会对你生气。

jus kinda cant........

jus kinda feeling......

while studying and preparing her present......

kinda feel of i really cant put her down but even love her more...

dunno why.....jus kinda lonely feelings here.......

i wish to have her bside me now and acc me study o do anything....

jus cant put down.....

jus cant....

jus...

i not wish to happen it to me.....

emoing again....haiz.....

new month......

welll...is time to start a new life now.....

last month really a bad month for me.....it happen same thing to all my surrounding fren and also happen to me......well i really din expect dat end so fast....which really don wish too....

...nw bz on maths and assignments s getting much and much.......mid term also jus around the corner...thx for everybody care and wish.....really thx a lot of acc me when i down and moody......needed say sorry for everything and if i done anything wrong to u all......

well tot is end but nex week is her birthday.....plan will stil go on....ppl r scolding me for dun do those thing dat will not gain any result in the end.........but wat i can say is will not easily give up de....present stil on the process ....hope i manage to rush it on b4 de day lolzz......i really hope she will like it when se saw it......

k now needa go study for exam soon.....jia you lolz.....but tiring also ....jus sleep on 4 something...haiz...hope tonite can get sleep early la.....

ciaoz...

k my family....fren....and u...