rest day

well....been a short time of nt blogging.....kinda miss here..haahah

well tis 2 days will try to rest much....due over tireness...

really tire....tis weekend ......give myself a holiday....sleep eat play and sleep....

tis is de life i would like to go for tis weekend....wakakaka...

well still...gain a bad dream....

dream that i would nt wish to happen it...

cos its look reality to it...

kinda scare off will happening it....

hmmm....

mayb too worry much....

guess its time to sleep again.....

weeeeeeeee

errr

dun ask me why recently being bz on works...

i dunno i jus feel kind of wan finsih up everything and go bac....i wan finish up my degree fat..

dun wan disappointed to my parents...

no idea.....ppl say me hardworking...

but i thinnk of myself...do i look hardworking??

jus i wan to finish up my things...

mayb tis can make me dun think so much....

really...i been searching something to make my self up bz on it ...

so that i wont have much of mind of thinking about those useless thing...

i jus can say i need to move on...i ad waste 1 year....there is another 2 more years to catch up...

i need to try my best to did de best..

dun feel regret in future about it.....

ciaoz is time on work again....bac to here later....

.......

well i saw that post.....

so do i.......

since dat day....

v nt even chat and even phone call...

things change ....ppl cahnge....

yet the something stil nt change towards u..

thats wat i wan to say.....

lonely.....feeling it all de time....

used to pick your call at that moment...but now dun have...

used to skype at that moment....now even skype din open...

used to msg with u all de time...now a msg also no reply....

i noe ......and understand...

yet i dunno wat is happen now...

i lost and dunno wat to say.....

jus keep praying much to god...and say hope time can reserve..

if there is a choice again....

i guess i will choose de same thing again...

i finally watched the series of 下一站，幸福..

if that really happen to me.....will u treat me like tis???

yet i dunno de answer now....

wish to noe wat will u do...

izzit de same like her...o will do it another way???

well is time now....time for class.....

ciaoz

Monday.......

jus woke up.....kinda feel nt tire though jus i slept in tis morning 5 am.....

well...done b.stats.....half way in B.comm........and half way in C.B.........

few days ago i got a mail from ptptn and say i cant apply cos my status applying in inti stil on hold.....

jus now i jus make call to ptptn info center...and they say can help me go check ...and got my details......

well now i praying hard to get approve so that i can reapply on it.....hmmm...god bless bah....

btw...somethign wan to share...is about my yest dinner.....haha.....yest is sunday and kinda free and quite moody.....dunno with wat reason.......but then decide going out to have some relax and buy stuff for cooking at nite..........and ya...buying ingredient reallyu makes me feel comfort and feel good...dunno why...kind of liking in cooking.....i wish a day i can cook nice meal for my partner...........haha...but then i guess dream on bah...hehehe

well i really have a nice dinner and i do enjoy the preparing and cooking........

well is time now....i guess need to start my work now.........

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ciaozzz

Ooooopppssss

Oooopppsss....been few days not updating myself...

hmm...ya tis few days really bz on my works.....

things need to arrange and assignment needed to be done ASAP...

cos de dateline is around b4 and after raya time....

i guess hope everything can be done....so that i can enjoy my dat 2 weeks of holiday ooo...

well...2 days ago...i enjoy dinner with my fren at Manja rasa.....

actually is a place for steamboat in labuan...cos is my frenz birthday ..

well v quite enjoy eating and cooking and grill over there...haha...but then i miss de thing is no photo's been taken.....ya dunno why...kind of feel wan to own an DSL ....cos i guess i fall in love of getting pictures.....

hmmmm...i jus can say i praying hard of that and hope i can get 1soon or later...mayb till i have money to work onli will go for it bah...hahah........

well now is 9.52am....i need cont to my assignment of the B.stats....tis subj makes me feel so crazy and headache.......arghhh..hope i can do it all bah...haha.....

have a nice day everyone......carezzz

Lucky

happy that i no need to change my date for my plane ticket...

things goes as usual...

and midterm will be on wed n thurs for me....

well i guess is really need to prepare of it...

new sem starts last week....

progressing status....stil ok and alrite...

hhahah....but then i dunno why kinda din expect my self will be like tis...

i hope everything will goes smooth and things can be done in time or more even earlier...

well wish luck to all my coursemate in their studies and let bring it on and get a good result for tis sem

hm...is time for rest i guess....quite tire for today....

byez and chiaozzz

nt qualify

i jus can say i nt qualify in everything.....

i need time...

things change...

time change...

ppl change...

everything will change...

as long as the second is stil keep moving on...

pass proof me as i nt qualify of it....

yet i hope i can get rid of it and do it well of it..

hope much ..

pray much...

thats wat i wanna do now..

to be the one qualify for my self..u and everyone...

guess will get rid of it...

btw better when rain time...

dun go out and play water...

for me...sure nt play la...

jus went for shower and wash my clothing...

but half way then rains drop...

conclude i cont shower and wash thr...

and the consequences above is i macam get sick...

yet medicine been taken...

but cant sleep in....aikz....

wish later can sleep in....

Dear no worries i will be ok ....

okiess???....

^^

Our relationship ìs lìkè a compütér :

u my life...
i u in my disk...
u my problems...
i never ...

dream

yest i dream about something....

the thing that makes me feel i really stil cant put down u....

1 year ad....though no celebration with it....

but i stil happy with it...

dunno why.....

i jus wish i can treat u better when u bside me...

things lost b4 and when u get it bac

u will never let it go again...

....

sry for the yest nite....i slept off.....and phone was in silent mode....

when i woke up tis morning i saw have total 11 miss call from u...

sry din pick up de call as i previous promised u never put silent mode in the phone..

sry i break the promise again.....

i will try my best to hold on my promise towards uu...

i thinking how to celebrate for your 19 birthday....

wat should i prepare for it...

hope tis thing can be special with u and can be used 4ever and stay beside with u....

guess that wat i wan to write...

start clean my room now...is in a mess...and gonna have breakfast soon....

miss u love u....as u noe who u r.....

praying hard

jus got some time table for midterm...

and it happens on de date i bac here and thr....

lucky IM stil can change...but b.Stats...no idea....

now thinking off a group of ppl go find her and discuss about it...

cos the ticket really extreame expensive now....

i also thinking of solution about it...arghhh....

damn i really pray haqrd to god give me wisdom and think twice about it...

hope have a better way of it....

is tire now....guess gonna sleep off soon...

nt belong to me

no means no...no matter how hard will it be...

jus can say that....

is late at nite now..

guess i should take a rest on it..

damn i hate tis feeling much...

sry sry for it...

done

well after 2 days of out to town....

everything seems settle down..

those thing should buy ...done

text books....done

tidy room....done

guess almost done bah for everything....

well its a beginning of new year new sem....

been promise myself of something....

hope i can get rid of it....

i guess is time to get a rest.....

tonite go library again.....

i guess i fall in love with library again...

i also dunno why

jus wish like last time

mayb i need find things do

so that wont think much

bah..

take care much

miss much.

wat happen..T.T

i really have no idea about myself...

been make a person angry for din understand it..

well i jus wan to say sry to u...and i din mean it....

sry for din reply u call...sry for yest challenge u.....

i jus hope no nex time on it....

dunno why kinda dun feel wan to make u angry....

wan u stay happy.....

kinda uncertain feelings towards u.....i have no idea wat is de feeling is.....yet stil wan to say sry for my mistakesss and my unresponsibless.....

think twice

somethimes i hate myself been alone cos i a easy guy who get emo fast...

i admit myself i really cant stand alon ein room o no matter wat...i will get emo easily......

i do think much of it....

well i jus can say i am tis type of person

....

many things done been with out seeing by u.....but been seeing by others...

yet work hard of it gain ntg in the end.....should i cont to do it o jus stop it and let it be....

i wish i could make that....

but things is hard to say and hard to leave it....

i jus wan to say u change i change.......

everybody is changing all de time...

jus matter of whether u noe anot...

i admit my self i fall it again to u...without any alert....

i dunno why......

guess gods noe about all tis....

guess is time for rest and prepare for tml morning class...

nitez peess

unwanted feeling 2

Well first day of class ....i can say i quite tire of it....

yet till nite time i quite in down mood actually..

last year at this moment.....tis is our first of everything....my first do tis towards u....u r the on ewho get tis first......after a year...i also have no idea wat is tis call.......feelings can say is unwanted feelings.....

yet i go find something to watch....

well i start to watch 下一站，幸福.....a series dat many ppl watch....yeah i noe i quite outdated till now onli watch......but is better then din watch rite.....but after i have watch the first 3 chapters....i guess i really cant watch......cos memories keep on appear in my mind....things v have done things v have do.........

if stil counted as continue.....today is our first year anniversary.....and also i leave a person that i much far apart from me.........i mean i do miss u much........

tears is draping again when listen to jay song again......

wish i could get rid of tis....

unwanted feeling ..

quite a long time din wrote blog.....

feel wn to express here......

jus express sia....

I HAVING UNWANTED FEELING RITE NOW....CAN I GET RID OF IT....

wish i could bac to my home and stay in the bed....and family support...