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i cant think of wat title for tis post.......

jus i feel loss nw......

jus loss......

i dun wan to happen on me....

but reality change me again.....

let me think more mature.....

and i found dat... doing everything for relationship o studies with hard work will gain ntg in last.

it will get an unexpected and unwanted result in the end....

should i change bac to de last time of me......the lazy kok hooi .....

thinking much nw.......

i been convince myself not to do dat......jus why cant i do it.....

when ppl facing the prob like me nw...i convince them to go a head....but why cant i??

finding solution to solve tis prob.....if really cant at last...then dats is our final status...

but then wat i have promise u.....i will do it when i bac during nov......jus.....

wat i can tel u is....i really cant put u down.....mayb i jus put too much of love to u till cant pull away....

jus wan to say...

i love u as more then last time..

i miss u as want to hug u nw..

yet reality makes me bcum a irresponsible bf to u...

sincere with sorry to u........