praying hard

jus got some time table for midterm...

and it happens on de date i bac here and thr....

lucky IM stil can change...but b.Stats...no idea....

now thinking off a group of ppl go find her and discuss about it...

cos the ticket really extreame expensive now....

i also thinking of solution about it...arghhh....

damn i really pray haqrd to god give me wisdom and think twice about it...

hope have a better way of it....

is tire now....guess gonna sleep off soon...

nt belong to me

no means no...no matter how hard will it be...

jus can say that....

is late at nite now..

guess i should take a rest on it..

damn i hate tis feeling much...

sry sry for it...

done

well after 2 days of out to town....

everything seems settle down..

those thing should buy ...done

text books....done

tidy room....done

guess almost done bah for everything....

well its a beginning of new year new sem....

been promise myself of something....

hope i can get rid of it....

i guess is time to get a rest.....

tonite go library again.....

i guess i fall in love with library again...

i also dunno why

jus wish like last time

mayb i need find things do

so that wont think much

bah..

take care much

miss much.

wat happen..T.T

i really have no idea about myself...

been make a person angry for din understand it..

well i jus wan to say sry to u...and i din mean it....

sry for din reply u call...sry for yest challenge u.....

i jus hope no nex time on it....

dunno why kinda dun feel wan to make u angry....

wan u stay happy.....

kinda uncertain feelings towards u.....i have no idea wat is de feeling is.....yet stil wan to say sry for my mistakesss and my unresponsibless.....

think twice

somethimes i hate myself been alone cos i a easy guy who get emo fast...

i admit myself i really cant stand alon ein room o no matter wat...i will get emo easily......

i do think much of it....

well i jus can say i am tis type of person

....

many things done been with out seeing by u.....but been seeing by others...

yet work hard of it gain ntg in the end.....should i cont to do it o jus stop it and let it be....

i wish i could make that....

but things is hard to say and hard to leave it....

i jus wan to say u change i change.......

everybody is changing all de time...

jus matter of whether u noe anot...

i admit my self i fall it again to u...without any alert....

i dunno why......

guess gods noe about all tis....

guess is time for rest and prepare for tml morning class...

nitez peess

unwanted feeling 2

Well first day of class ....i can say i quite tire of it....

yet till nite time i quite in down mood actually..

last year at this moment.....tis is our first of everything....my first do tis towards u....u r the on ewho get tis first......after a year...i also have no idea wat is tis call.......feelings can say is unwanted feelings.....

yet i go find something to watch....

well i start to watch 下一站，幸福.....a series dat many ppl watch....yeah i noe i quite outdated till now onli watch......but is better then din watch rite.....but after i have watch the first 3 chapters....i guess i really cant watch......cos memories keep on appear in my mind....things v have done things v have do.........

if stil counted as continue.....today is our first year anniversary.....and also i leave a person that i much far apart from me.........i mean i do miss u much........

tears is draping again when listen to jay song again......

wish i could get rid of tis....

unwanted feeling ..

quite a long time din wrote blog.....

feel wn to express here......

jus express sia....

I HAVING UNWANTED FEELING RITE NOW....CAN I GET RID OF IT....

wish i could bac to my home and stay in the bed....and family support...